Little Piggy Says “Oink!”

During the first week of my schizophrenia torture following June 20th, 2011 I was meeting more and more of the characters involved in my supposed psychic connection to Jakob Dylan. One day in strolled a casual cat named Samuel. Jakob Dylan has an older brother by that name. This Samuel looked a lot like Jakob. […]

A List Of My Personal Audio, Sensation And Visuals Torture Attacks

Head ۰A round shape of pressure like the brim of a hat around my head Hair ۰A full head feeling of heat when my hair got dirty ۰Irritation when my hair touches my skin ۰Irritation when single strands of hair are on my face Ears ۰The pain I felt during my earaches that I had […]

Suzanne Omega

I was hearing about old fantasies the torture group had created for me to watch as I listened to music with my MP3 player. They brought up the alternate video of the Suzanne Vega’s “Blood Makes Noise”. I don’t think I’ve shared it. In 2009 to 2011 the torture group was showing me a series […]

July 4, 2019

Now that the torture group has changed their minds about an idea they were working on I can write about it. They had decided I should write from a new perspective. They wanted me to write about being schizophrenic and believing in my delusions while examining the community of like minded people. They decided this […]

July 3, 2019

I talk to my brother more now. Last night he didn’t have a lot to say. Sometimes he does, sometimes he doesn’t. I was the one running the conversation. You’d think the torture computer would stumble without inspiration to guide it but I doesn’t. My conversation in such a case becomes about random topics. It […]

June 2, 2019

My family is off working at a fireworks booth selling fireworks. My mother helps the foundation the booth benefits so we always volunteer to work. For the past eight years I’ve not been allowed to work the booth. Because the torture group decided I shouldn’t. It was always stressful because the torture computer is bad […]

July 1, 2019

I got to my sister’s place to catsit for her and got lost when I entered the gates. It was the torture group’s responsibility to have remembered where to go. They must have felt like having a laugh at my expense because it took them sending me three places before I found the right path. […]

June 30, 2019

There are three things going on in my life right now which the torture group has interest in. They keep commenting on these topics. One: losing weight. Two: playing KeyForge. Three: the new ideas for a blog. With a bonus of the mundane comments about an upcoming event, I will be catsitting for a day. […]

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