With the torturers coming in and out with ideas and at a bit of a standstill they’ve finally landed on the next idea of what to do now. In 2012 I wrote down everything I’d experienced from June 20th, 2011 to June 9th, 2012. I’ve been using the diaries to find topics and events to share with my readers. These diaries weren’t all. I also wrote a serious of studies or essays on this and that; topics related to the torture. I think I’d like to put them out there for people to read now. I’ll be making minor adjustments to them. I wrote them during a different stage of my schizophrenia torture and they no longer hold to the ideas about my torture I work with currently. This is a common event in my torture. Time warps the past until even I can no longer understand my own old thoughts. Bear with me as I organize my documents into something legible. From the mind of the torturers to my computer spending seven years in limbo come my essays on the torture from me to you.