Torture Past, Present, Future

The torture computer is stuck almost exclusively on one topic: the torture. It doesn’t speak as an expert on the torture. It talks about the torture attacks from the perspective of awareness of the torture being technology. This is what my torture is currently set to so I’m not surprised. It’s talking for me to hear in what they believe is my perspective.

The computer runs a torture attack then it dissects it from my point of view. This is good programming. The computer was able to switch from the twenty-one years prior programming of talking as if I had some internal sickness to blaming it all one the torture. But the torture as the torture group has explained it to me. The computer is strictly limited.

See how my torture is to be tortured while aware that what I’m being tortured with is the torture? I’m not allowed to figure out for myself that what I go through is what it is. The torture group believed they had to inform me. They think I still don’t understand unless the thought voice tells me things in the new perspective now. Perhaps they think I might fall back into the old thinking.

I consider this a conflict. Because for fifteen years I was told I had uncontrollable fear because I knew I wasn’t good enough. Now I have terrible expectations because the torture group threatens me. According to my thought voice. If the torture group believes they were “brainwashing” me then why can they feel safe changing the message? For the second time? If the computer can calculate logical fallacies…oh wait that’s the torture operator whining through me.

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