Starring Himself

The visions of pre-schizophrenia and the video stories of the first year of schizophrenia gave me the torture operator’s opinion of me and our relationship. They started doing fantasy story attacks about me being free from my torture during that first year. Curiously the future has all been caught on tape and I do not play myself in these tapes. But another character does feature; the torture operator.

They’re giving me a version of themselves set in the near to distant future. Where they imagine they can still attack vulnerable me. Here’s the oft repeated core of the story #1:

I have been freed from my torture and created a life for myself. As usual I have lucked out and survived the transition from being physically controlled for twenty-eight years straight to emerge as I was before. In my new role I am still being paired with the celebrities of yore. Johnny Depp, or whichever flavor of the month is my love interest. I am fully supported by my love and life is perfect except for one thing.

This occurs immediately post-torture. So I’m responsible for stopping the still active torture group. And I succeed. It doesn’t matter how. I just have. The world over has learned of the torture and the torture group has fallen. Now rogue individuals are out to get revenge on the girl who stole their livelihood.

One of these men gets hold of an overlooked torture technology device and makes contact with me. He watches for a while. He waits until the big night. On the night of the academy awards he attacks. He broadcasts to the crowd his attack on me.

I’m prepared for the attack and skillfully fight back. This occurs in many ways. He loses control of himself because of my strength. Eventually he is caught and the world is safe again.

Analysis: This story contains one or two fantastical elements. I’m just kidding, it’s ludicrous. But there are a few interesting tidbits about the torture and the torturer. They say that they know how to access secret or rarely used access points of the torture technology transmission equipment. They say they have a deep seated negative relationship with me despite my never having been independently involved in the years of my torture.

This is the torture operator’s imagination. They’re talking about themself in the third person. They see their role as the psychotic. They are driven to torture me by personal reasons. And even the destruction of the torture group itself won’t stop them from attacking me. Also they say in my future I will be free of the torture. Things are looking good!

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