It Hurts When People Touch Me

The sensation technology runs an attack for the things my body is in contact with. This may be part of my being physically controlled by the one technology or it may be the general method of the torture group’s sensation torture. Anyways, I get touched for every touch I receive from people, animals or objects in my environment; within capacity. The torture group isn’t so omnipotent.

The problem is that it hurts when people touch me. Not when I touch them. It hurts to make contact coming from them. My father’s playful sparring. My mother’s scritches with her acrylic nails. They hurt me. I’m very used to it. I’m made to ignore that it hurts me and tolerate their touch. I don’t know why. You’d think in theory it hurts and therefore I’d avoid being touched.

Perhaps this isn’t supposed to be happening. It could be a misfire. I only remember it occurring for my anxiety torture when the negative sensation torture was turned up from low/mild to high/intense. It doesn’t make sense to me. It doesn’t hurt as much to touch non-human things. It’s people oriented.

 

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s