Self Criticism

While the torture group has had control of my body they have used the thought voice program to issue a form of verbal abuse. The thought voice speaks in the first person as if she were me and is intended to be mistaken for my own thoughts. This makes everything the thought voice criticizes me about a product of the torture group. I am not being criticized for my failings I’m being criticized for their failings. This informs me of what they dislike about the torture technology’s control over my body and what the torture operator’s personal tastes are.

This criticism only started suddenly one day in 1995. There was a whole incident. They turned on the computer’s program for issuing analysis in the form of negative feedback. As the computer only identifies people, animals and objects and infers from situations and behavior which actions are taking place this program is connected but different to the main computer program. It’s an opinion program. It is programmed to match to my case goals. The criticisms are of a select variety designed by the torturers working on my case.

I suffered from torture under the premise that I had anxiety for fifteen years. My pre-schizophrenia torture was everything the schizophrenia torture is but using anxiety as the main displayed mental illness. It started off with critiques of my intelligence and performance in school, which were a complete creation of the torture group and their technology. They were criticizing their own work. It moved on to me personally. Insulting my personal appearance and my extreme weight gain around that time. Also a torture group caused event. They were forcing me to overeat.

Overall I am criticized for the mistakes the computer system makes while it controls my body. This is endlessly amusing though physically painful and not usually fun during the attack. The torture group thinks words hurt more if they are subtle in hitting me with sensations pain torture at the same time as they speak. Just one of the many torture theories they based their torture on. I find aside from these abuses I’m a modern day marvel. Not many have experienced the torture I have and few have experienced it for as long as I have. It’s a miracle I’ve survived this long.

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