The Contortionist

My muscle tics look like every other victim’s muscle tics. I just haven’t heard them report precisely what I experience. I’ve tried to get video of these tics but the torturers stop doing them when i turn on the camera. Which suggests they’re revealing. I think they’re weird and I’ve been experiencing them for twenty-eight years. The older I got the more violent they have been.

The torture group likes to undulate my abdominal muscles. They can make them flex so taut I see a small hump or roll of muscle. They do this in an up and down pattern.

They like to place one toe over another and hold it there for a while. This comes with intense pain. To stop it I have to stretch out my foot. It doesn’t always stop immediately. It can slowly relax into normal position. Occasionally my fingers fold over too.

Sometimes the torture group will force one eye down into a wink.

They do a few facial tics.

None of these contortions seem to be harming me. Neither are they painful after twenty-eight years of experiencing them. The torture group is forced to add in pain sensation torture to these attacks. Otherwise it’s like an extreme muscle stretch for me.

I used to do this intense stretching routine upon waking every day. This was from early torture in 1990 to around my mid teens in 2000. I just stopped doing this. It was a positive sensation attack and started off my day nicely. That’s probably why it was ended.

During the David months the torture group decided to demonstrate how good their control over me was. They thought it would be nice and chaotic if they seized control using their already established control over my body and violently flung me around. I realized where my dancing had come from for years. I got this attack when I was alone. But once again the neighbor who’s windows loom above and into my backyard spotted me. I caught him catch me and they quickly made me run and laugh of to the side patio.



Published by ti30years

Living in So. California. Victim of the T.I. torture since 1990. Child and adult victim of the torture. I share my torture experience to help people learn about the torture which continues to plague me and others. Not your average schizophrenic.

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