Exhaustion

I know everything about what it is except how they can do it. The torture group can make me feel exhausted with one particular pain sensation. It feels like my energy has been sapped from my body. I want to lay down and sleep but my brain is wide awake like normal. I know they’re controlling my body but I am tired. If it weren’t also painful it might seem unconnected to the torture technology.

I know it’s a sensation effect caused by the human body’s natural reaction to this sensation. I don’t know why instead of pain it’s the feeling of being tired. Perhaps it hits something in the body that has this adverse reaction to it. Perhaps it’s creating a physical affect in the body. Maybe it’s signalling nerves to respond this signal as exhaustion does. But it doesn’t linger. None of the torture sensations do. They’re gone the moment they’re switched off. It’s an intense physical reaction to the sensation technology is my story.

Other victims report this too. You’ll find, or if you know already or are researching the victim’s reports, that a lot of what I’m reporting is similar to other victim’s torture experience. It shouldn’t be because the control of my body negates me reacting as regular victims would. I have my own take on why the torture is the way it is. Just like every other victim.

The thing about this is that it doesn’t affect your thinking. Its like being trapped in your body. Which I am. But this reminds me that I am. Because the audio and visuals are so stimulating I’m bright and chipper inside. When the torture group drags me around like I’m sleepy everyone notices because my temper has been known to burst during these times.

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