I’m Coughin’ Here!

The torture group started making me cough only several years into my smoking. They’ve always related it to my smoking. It’s unconnected. Others have been concerned with my coughing. It happens that much. I’ve been to the doctor. There wasn’t even redness. A certain amount of coughing is required as a smoker. I need to expel phlegm. This is extreme. It’s a torture attack for torture’s sake.

They stopped doing the coughing attack for most of the first year of schizophrenia. Then they brought it back.

I cough mostly during smoking. The first puff sets me off and it continues from there. I can cough severely. But I have to breath. The torture group will pause or end the cough to give me a chance to take a breath. The torture group changes my coughing schedule. Some days I don’t cough as much.

One attack pre and post schizophrenia has been to make me repeatedly try to clear my throat when I’m not even needing to.

One attack was when I had to go the bathroom. If I couldn’t go immediately they did intense heat and made me cough and cough intensely until i did go.

There was a terrible incident when I went to my first medical doctor post schizophrenia. He was religiously inclined to believe mental illness was a fabrication of the sufferers mind. The torture group was prepared to throw fits and get bratty with him. I shouted and threw things when he told me my coughing didn’t seem to exist.

Sometimes the torture group does a dizziness attack during smoking. They often make me sit down quick in case I might faint. This attack comes and goes.

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